The last time I blogged was....awhile back You can probably already tell i was getting bored with it because...my blog was about Taylor Swift...who's...nothing?! to me but a great songwriter && an Awesome person to her fans.

Updates?!
Ive" lost" 30 pounds.
Though last time I checked my weight was last november, and it said i was 161 or 164
and "now" that i checked it the other day im 131.
but i couldve been that weight after i last checked but im Just now noticing.
Eithier way ive still lost basically 30 pounds.
and i dont really care for it nor like it. because now i feel like i should/ have to keep if all off. and possibly lose more.
and i absolutely HATE caring about my weight because i Know...id hate for it to become an obsessive thing.
my mother and my sister have had problems with bulimia && anoxeria and i dont wanna become one of "those" people.

Other than that..my new baby brother was born. yep that makes 11 kids.
and yes, of course, im spoiling him <3
i cant Stand to let him cry
my dad gets Very pissed about that. haha

We're supposed to be moving again for (no exxageration) around the 15th time again
and im only 16 going on 17.
nice

ill probably eithier get back into the habit of wanting someone, Anyone to read my thoughts, or ill get back into the habit of telling everything to people around me.
not xanga.
but then ill feel guilty (again) and come back on here.
i realized i still had people who are subscribed to me even though i havent wrote a blog since....taylor swift was on the cover of a magazine i had.


im pretty sure this is The First Real blog ive wrote. without thinking about what im gonna type or wondering how i should say certain things so that people can understan me more/take me more seriously since im not an Adult blogger.
and i like it =D

  
Her advice was So....great and well thought out.
You would swear she would Never have any problems with life and/or boys.
But anywho I read her interview where she opened up to Seventten Magazine about what she's truly learned
from heartbreak.

TS: Honesty is a big part of my writing.When i was younger and fell in love with a song i would always wonder WHO that song was about. It would have totally broken my heart to know it wasnt written about anyone but to be put on the radio.

TS:The hardest thing about heartbreak is feeling like you're alone, and the other person dosn't care. But when you hear a song about it you realize you're not alone-because the person who wrote it went through the same thing. When you miss somebody and you hear a happy song it just makes you mad.

TS: I think getting mad is your first reaction when something hurts. And you shouldnt feel bad about that.

TS: It's the unpredictabilty of love that really scares us, but it's also what draws us to it.

TS: I think that you never fully let go of everything. And that should be your goal, because you can take away something good from everything that happens to you.

TS:If you depend on him for your happiness, that's not good, because what will happen when it ends?

TS:You'd better pick a person who can make you laugh about nothing, or who can pull conversations out of the air.

TS: Being alone is not the same as being lonely.<3

TS: Sure, you'll always feel a little weird being alone on valentines day,  but you can't let that force you into a relationship with a guy you're not supposed to be with.

TS: The guy I'm looking for is the guy I can be me around, not a version of myself I think he'd like. He's the guy im not! holding back jokes because he might think they're stupid.I'm NOt afraid to show emotion because i might scare him.

TS: If you overthink love you're wasting your time.

TS: you have to base your fairytale not upon happily ever after but happy right now. =]